Seems I lost touch with myself and ya. Idk what i'm thinking right now. Just alot of thoughts running through my head. Some happy, other times its just plain old depressed thoughts of failure. I love how I can express what I say through words more than mouth. Always afraid to say what I have to say in real life. It seems I get more of an response through words and how powerful there really are. Like regret, remorse, hatred, dead. But today I just feel empty inside. Like a void, a bottomless pit of pitch black nothing. But ya I feel empty I don't know why. I don't like it but I embrace it. I feel comfortable with it. Like I could sit in front